Badminton training tmr,
Maybe there would be a massive upload of pictures tmr too.
Yeah,
Don't know what to blog about.
Went to my cousin's wedding just now.
AwesomeWhatsoeverShytTillIDontKnowWhatToSay.
Kay,Im just talking crap.
Later peeps.:)

Screw.

Spending Saturday night alone.
How worse can it get?
Im down with flu.
I don't know why.
I keep getting into trouble.
Whats wrong?
I keep running away from reality.
I can't keep up with the pace.
I might just trip and fall.
Im questioned by so many people.
Silence is my answer.
People start to get frustrated.
Im feeling the same way too.
I need to hear wise words for my friends.
But most of them are away on camp or overseas trip.
I feel like a ***** at times.
I need someone to tell me to stop being that way.
Just cut the crap out of me.
Grab my hand and just say those words i've been wanting to hear.
I dread staying at home the whole day.
Enduring the pain.
I feel cold.
Dumb fever makes my mind aches.
*blank*
Im just blurting out what i feel like saying.
I wanna go to school.
I wanna see my badminton team.
At least for now.
I wanna bitch around with those awesome bitch.
Bitch with each.
Embarass each other.
Cut the crap out of each other.
Gossip about all the hunks in magazines.
I wanna be like a nerd-geek chick.
With the most hideous glasses on.
I wanna stop drowning my sorrows on sweets.
I might get obese soon i guess.
Maybe like susan boyle.
Melvyn likes her huh.
She is awesome.
But i don't want to work just so i could pay my,
'Sweets Bill'.
It just sounds pathetic.
Thanks Rahman for talking to me today.
As well as Jasper and Praashan.
I haven't said a word today till they approach me.
I feel like changing school.
Maybe go to London's dance schools.
Or whatever crap it is.
I wanna change.
School.
Sometimes facing the facts might just hurt.
Im willing to just shut the hell up.
I just realise im really blurting out true craps now.
I feel like hugging my bestgf and godbro along with bestbf.
I just feel like crying.
It may look ugly.
Especially with mascara on.
I don't mind.
By then im.
*gone*

What did i just do?
Im starting to feel miserable :(

Complications.

Im not gonna entertain any calls or text msgs i receive,
Im not gonna entertain anyone who literally chat with me on msn,
Unless its really important,
If u call my house number just cause u can't get thru' me on my cellphone,
U might be lucky if i pick the phone up,
Im using my earpiece with music blasting,
May hurt my eardrums but still i might not hear ur incoming call.

I may sound like im in a bad mood,
Or maybe im just going thru MENOPAUSE,
Which seems impossible.
I myself,have no idea whats up with me.
I kept wondering if the decisions i made two days ago,
Was the right one,
Or wasn't it?
I feel like im at the edge of the pinnacle,
Unable to counter-balance myself,
Wondering if i might fall and no one catches me.

There is so many things going on in my mind,
Greatly affecting my mood at times,
I feel preplex,
Insecure,
Lethargic,
A little bit of happiness at times,
Elated but not to such a great extent.
Im feeling down,
And i need cake or ice cream or anything sweet,
To make that sweet yet bitter still feeling somehow change.
But there is nothing of such to consume.
How sad,but mum is out to buy some for me.
How nice,isn't it?

Im sorry to those whom im not entertaining much.
And on the third week of June holidays,
I've got a bunch of friends who would like to go out with me,
To Gats and Edwin,
I've only got two free days on that week.
And im planning to go out with one of my cousin on one of those days,
Which only leave u guys with one free day with me.
U guys make ur own decisions what u would like to do.
Im just sick of planning outings sometimes,
Its either both of u guys go out with me on the same day,
Or i don't even go out with u guys.
And im gravely telling u to communicate with each other.

Thats all i've got to say,
Friends who can't get thru me in any ways,
May send me msgs on Facebook Restaurant City game,
My account is like online 24/7 there.
I think i just promoted the game indirectly,
Didn't i?

030609

This is like my 50th post:)
SWEEEEET!

So yeah,

Today had remedial.

English,History,Math(Which i don't need to go,but i did),Physics.

Im gonna make my post today somehow a LilBittleWittleBit shorter.

Cause if i start to write crap,

I've got no idea when its gonna end.:)

Camwhore-ED with a bunch of sweethearts during breaks and after school:)

Pics:Amira,Farah,Me:)Rawr!Im gna eat you up,Amira!:oThis is the kind of expression i give when SOMEONE doesn't taste nice.Just Kidding:o

Whats up ladies?:DFarrah,shocked mode.Amira,shy mode.Me,cramp-up mode.

Cock-eyed peeps.Take 1!Take 2!I love it RETARDED-style when camwhoring.Don't u?:)

Dark effects.

DimSumDollyBabes(skinny version).Muahahah.

Amira,1 2 3.ACTION,SHOOT!

Amira and me:)Plus my QuikSilver baggie:o

Its 030609 today babe.Envy me people.Just kidding.Nice number uhk?I know right?!Im gonna do some crap stuff now.Bye.

Saranghae.(L)

If wanna see these images in larger frames,Go to Amira blog peeps.

060609?

Had remedial today,

SS remedial only,One freaking hour of lesson only today.

Like SOOOOO useless,

Come all the way to school early in the morning for one hour of lesson.:(

Cos i tot that today i will have 3hrs of remdial,

iNCLUDING Chemistry and Math.

But they say its only for those who got c5 and below.

Sad uh for those selected ones.

Happy uh for me.

MUAHAHAHAHA!

After school,

Went to banquet with EdMinah.

Met Leandro,Ivan,Jeremy,Wu Kai,Amierul,Pradeep and Randon there:)

But they pangseh me and Edwin after we bought our meal.

They all funny luh,

Leandro see me owas talk crap one.

HEH.

After our meal,

When to civic library to meet those who pangseh us.

But only Wu Kai and Pradeep was there,

The rest go home already.

*insert sad face*

Im such an evil girl.

Muahahah,

I disturb Wu Kai when he was studying,

SORRY woman.

But he wasn't mad at me.

Cool huh.

Edwin and me made fun of Wu Kai.

Funny luh.

So today i got to really know TWO peeps.

WU KAI,

*He often talks like a professor,

*Long-winded freak who needs me to tell him when to stop talking,

*I know lotsa his secrets

*He loves to eat at foodcourts,

*He is SUPER CUTE when he smiles,

*AND HE IS NOT GAY!

HAHAHA,i actually directly asked him lotsa weird qns and whether he WAS GAY?!

YEAH.

PRADEEP,

*Really tall.

*Gets angry easily when he was younger.

*He is pretty good at keeping secrets,

*AND HE IS ALSO NOT GAY

Yeah,i asked him if he was gay also.Im such a weirdo you know you know?!

Other secrets not gonna be discussed here.

Afterwards,Edwin,Pradeep and me headed home.

Wu Kai went to his friend house at Punggol

Convey:

Lina:HUH?!Punggol?!Very far eh!

WuKai:Take bus only 15mins.Very fast!
Lina:But Punggol there very very smelly you know?

WuKai:NO,its very peaceful.

Lina:NO,smelly eh.

WuKai:NO,peaceful and quiet.

Lina:Really smelly,I went there b4.

WuKai:NO,really peaceful and quiet.There very nice.

SO i had to really stop debating with him,

OR he won't stop talking.

How sad:(

Pick-Tures at the library:

Bunch of sweetsheart:)WuKai and Pradeep.

My plaster-showoff-ing.Got scar:o

I told him to pose and this is what i got:o

P.S./Im preplex whether my answer is a YES or NO babe.

Dumb,MyAssLuh.:o

Just did heymath moments ago,
PASSED!
I don't feel like posting today,
I don't feel like talking crap today,
I don't feel like doing anything much today.
Sorry READERS:(



(L)Lover.