Complications.

Im not gonna entertain any calls or text msgs i receive,
Im not gonna entertain anyone who literally chat with me on msn,
Unless its really important,
If u call my house number just cause u can't get thru' me on my cellphone,
U might be lucky if i pick the phone up,
Im using my earpiece with music blasting,
May hurt my eardrums but still i might not hear ur incoming call.

I may sound like im in a bad mood,
Or maybe im just going thru MENOPAUSE,
Which seems impossible.
I myself,have no idea whats up with me.
I kept wondering if the decisions i made two days ago,
Was the right one,
Or wasn't it?
I feel like im at the edge of the pinnacle,
Unable to counter-balance myself,
Wondering if i might fall and no one catches me.

There is so many things going on in my mind,
Greatly affecting my mood at times,
I feel preplex,
Insecure,
Lethargic,
A little bit of happiness at times,
Elated but not to such a great extent.
Im feeling down,
And i need cake or ice cream or anything sweet,
To make that sweet yet bitter still feeling somehow change.
But there is nothing of such to consume.
How sad,but mum is out to buy some for me.
How nice,isn't it?

Im sorry to those whom im not entertaining much.
And on the third week of June holidays,
I've got a bunch of friends who would like to go out with me,
To Gats and Edwin,
I've only got two free days on that week.
And im planning to go out with one of my cousin on one of those days,
Which only leave u guys with one free day with me.
U guys make ur own decisions what u would like to do.
Im just sick of planning outings sometimes,
Its either both of u guys go out with me on the same day,
Or i don't even go out with u guys.
And im gravely telling u to communicate with each other.

Thats all i've got to say,
Friends who can't get thru me in any ways,
May send me msgs on Facebook Restaurant City game,
My account is like online 24/7 there.
I think i just promoted the game indirectly,
Didn't i?