Screw.

Spending Saturday night alone.
How worse can it get?
Im down with flu.
I don't know why.
I keep getting into trouble.
Whats wrong?
I keep running away from reality.
I can't keep up with the pace.
I might just trip and fall.
Im questioned by so many people.
Silence is my answer.
People start to get frustrated.
Im feeling the same way too.
I need to hear wise words for my friends.
But most of them are away on camp or overseas trip.
I feel like a ***** at times.
I need someone to tell me to stop being that way.
Just cut the crap out of me.
Grab my hand and just say those words i've been wanting to hear.
I dread staying at home the whole day.
Enduring the pain.
I feel cold.
Dumb fever makes my mind aches.
*blank*
Im just blurting out what i feel like saying.
I wanna go to school.
I wanna see my badminton team.
At least for now.
I wanna bitch around with those awesome bitch.
Bitch with each.
Embarass each other.
Cut the crap out of each other.
Gossip about all the hunks in magazines.
I wanna be like a nerd-geek chick.
With the most hideous glasses on.
I wanna stop drowning my sorrows on sweets.
I might get obese soon i guess.
Maybe like susan boyle.
Melvyn likes her huh.
She is awesome.
But i don't want to work just so i could pay my,
'Sweets Bill'.
It just sounds pathetic.
Thanks Rahman for talking to me today.
As well as Jasper and Praashan.
I haven't said a word today till they approach me.
I feel like changing school.
Maybe go to London's dance schools.
Or whatever crap it is.
I wanna change.
School.
Sometimes facing the facts might just hurt.
Im willing to just shut the hell up.
I just realise im really blurting out true craps now.
I feel like hugging my bestgf and godbro along with bestbf.
I just feel like crying.
It may look ugly.
Especially with mascara on.
I don't mind.
By then im.
*gone*